D. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

I…actually do :T mostly girlfriend. 

But i’m also afraid to get back into a relationship because of my past ones. I was in a few were they just stopped talking to me one day, wouldn’t interact with me at all but I saw them interacting with others. I waited a few months for one but finally gave up. 

When I get depressed now it’s kinda mostly cuz of that :I I’m always questioning what I did wrong. I’m a derp who can’t get over it ;w; So im kind of afraid i’ll mess up again and the same thing will happen if I get into a relationship, even if I want to be in one now o3o