Ehh ovo well it’s just part of drawing to me. Like if I can’t get an actual picture I want to work on to come out right, i’ll just sketch and doodle, usually about whatever it is im trying to draw. Or like when I was trying to come up with a design for my Bonnie, I just sketched him out many many times until I got something I liked. 
I don’t really know how to explain =w=