im normally a very quiet person irl, people have a really hard time getting words out of me. But for some reason I was really chatty today. 
It was a good day, I was really happy today…but for some reason, laying here about to go to sleep, I just got a huge wave of depression were I realized how much I actually spoke, and how annoying/irritating I must have sounded today. Mostly because I hate the sound of my own voice. It doesnt really sound appealing to me, so I can only imagine its just as irritating to other people to listen to me. 
So now im crying and all I wanna do is go apologize to all the people I spoke to today….just because I feel like me talking is an irritation