For some reason this scenario has been playing constantly in my head the past few days and im not really…thinking about it, especially when i’m trying to sleep, it just kinda happens.

I get upset and finally snap at Deimos and start angrily questioning him as to why he hasn’t killed me yet like he has all his previous masters. Like i’m just sitting there waiting for him to do it cuz sometimes I feel like dying and that everything would be better off if I was dead. Deimos starts to get upset as well, not only because i’m upset, but because he’s confused why he doesn’t want to kill me either. After having a big argument, we both just sit there quietly for a while before I take his hand and hug it to me, sobbing quietly and repeating “i’m sorry, this is my fault” over and over.
And it just kinda…ends there, with him giving a startled look and starting to pull me into a hug