Excuse me, I need to vent again ;3; so just ignore me people

Feelings and emotions are stupid…I have never felt more depression and anger at the same time than I have this past month or so. I have only hated people this much once before, long ago. 
People don’t think i’ll do things, but I will. Almost always unintentional pain, but I don’t care. All these scars I have are from me being depressed and not caring what hurts me. 
I don’t care anymore. 
I’m tired of seeing someone hurt.
I’m tired of seeing all the blame go to someone who doesn’t really deserve it.