A thing. I’m not sure

I say i’m horrible because my friends always seem to want to say a whole lot to me when i’m in “my Oberon mood”, as I have come to call it. I’m extremely irritated at most everything, pretty much emotionless towards things I should care about, and for some reason extremely hungry. Hungry enough that I could probably eat someone’s arm if it came to that. My brain tells me to smile and be happy or at least say something to them…but no matter how much I try or force myself to, I just can’t get myself to say anything. I want to scream and cry and hurt myself for it.

But, leave it to my brother to help put me in a good mood to actually say something to my friends and make everything feel ok again -v-

I’m sorry in advance if I’m ever mean or rude to any of you guys ;-;