if anyone asks me what I want for christmas…
I want the willpower to draw things again
and especially draw something that I can stream
I miss streaming

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I just started playing Tera the other day, dont even have the controls down yet, and I already want to use the character creation to make new OCs and try to remake the OCs I already have into the game xc this is what happens when I start new mmos 

screw it, imma make myself draw today >o

ughhh i’m so tired of being in this artistic rut…
were I feel like drawing, but dont feel like drawing at the same time.
or rather I cant get myself to draw because nothing has really seemed interesting in my mind lately

Got tagged by Nozara eve 20 question thingy
Name: Alyssa
Nickname: I dun get nicknames uvu
Birthday: March 29
Favorite season: Spring
Zodiac sign: Aries
Gender: Female
Sexuality: asexual
Height: 5'3 last i checked
Times I’ve dyed my hair: None. Just red highlights to make my head look like its bleeding :T
Favorite color: lime green/ oranges
Average amount of sleep: heck if know
Last thing I googled: Something about Destiny probably
Number of blankets I sleep with: 1
Crushes: >->
Favorite book: I’ll just say The Hobbit, since it’s the one book I read multiple times e3e I dont read much…
Favorite band/singers: Two Steps from Hell
Dream Trip: Scotland I guess
Dream Job: *le shrug*
I tag…whoever wants to do this :I

anyone wanna make some doodle suggestions…maybe? ;3;  

I actually want to try to draw something, but I dont know what…

today is feel super crappy and selfish day
yay me…

im tempted to ask people to spitball doodle ideas to me ;;—;; 
im so desperate to get myself to draw again, but i’m so brain dead *cries* 

I’m constantly wanting to display my affections for someone by doing all the lovey dovey mushy things :I
I’m drowning myself in sickeningly sweet thoughts.
I’ve never been like this before.
Send help.

Someone needs to come strangle me to make me draw something >BI

I still find it weird that if I go to bed super depressed, I wake up the next day feeling super happy uvu