gobbledoctor:

someone: so do you have a crush on anyone

me:

breathless-writings:

I hope you find somebody who calls you beautiful like it’s your name and calls you just to tell you they love you and buys you flowers when you’re sad and always texts you back and has eyes for only you and treats you how you deserve to be treated

highschoolhandjobs:

im sorry to everyone who has ever tried to talk to me and then realized my communication skills are equivalent to a stale piece of bread

mikeyjamesk:

me: *doesn’t hear from best friend for a day*

me: omg are we drifting? we’re drifting. I don’t know what is happening in your life. I’m so out of touch. We don’t know each other anymore. What is our friendship?

baku:

me: i love gifts! i love presents!

someone: ok! want me to buy this for you?

me, breaking down crying: NO ITS TOO MUCH ILL GIVE YOU MY KIDNEY IN RETURN HOW DO I THANK U ENOUGh

bpdpetal:

- the itch to check your notifications every few minutes
- the twisting in your stomach when someone doesnt reply to your messages
- intantly regretting an impulsive decision
- the ache you feel when you feel like nothing will ever get better
- the bone numbing exhaustion after doing the most minor tast

ghostyreader-of-tyria:

coffeeezombie:

theleafwarden:

engivari-trash:

eviru:

areseise:

asklorkhan:

I want to rp with you, but I don’t think you want to rp with me: a book by me

lol everyday

“I rp’d with you once but im scared to ask you again because i dont want to be pushy” - the thrilling sequel by me

“I want to rp with you, but I’m too shy and my timezone and schedule means that you’re asleep or busy when I’m free” - The spinoff to 2017s best selling title.

“I want to rp with you but, i suck at it and ill just sit and watch you rp with someone else who can write and illustrate a story better than i ever could. Plus, my characters are trash.” The anthology of the century.

“I want to rp with you by I am shy and forget to check skype.” The first chapter of the anthology

^^^ All of this

pixelatedplatypus:

lucifer-is-a-bag-of-dicks:

just-another-dream:

azelfandfriends:

rinlockhart:

queen-squids:

leigh-daniel-sexbang:

pro-punk-anti-sjw:

-Beliving that none of your friends actually want to be your friend and they hate being near you
-Hating normal things because they were used to mock you
-Having to seek constant validation for your existance
-Remembering particular insults you’ve been called for years and will probably never forget them
-Beliving you’re too ugly for anyone to ever love
-Not wanting to go to a new school/further education because you know the same thing will happen there
-Having your parents tell you that you’re only being ‘teased’
-Having people wash their hands in disgust if they accidentally touch you.

Remember, you don’t have to feel all of these to understand

-Having people say you like someone as a way to gross that someone out
-Never quite trusting anyone.
-Having people ask you out as a dare
-”They’re only making fun of you ‘cause they’re jealous!”
-”He’s only mean to you ‘cause he’s got a crush on you!”
-Having to deal with bullshit ‘zero tolerance’ policies

-”hey, my friend thinks you’re cute!”

This. I dealt with almost all of this bullshit all my life and it still haunts me today…

-being unable to process genuine acceptance and compliments when you finally get them
-fear emotional intimacy will result in betrayal

-telling a teacher and all of you getting in trouble even though YOU were the one coming into the office crying and having a panic attack at the thought of going to class with these monsters

- becoming super possessive and paranoid over your belongings because of people stealing or moving your stuff around when you aren’t looking

-you have ‘germs’ or ‘cooties’ or ‘scabies’ and nobody will even touch you or anything you’ve touched

-being asked completely inappropriate questions as a joke and not knowing how to respond because your social skills are fucked up from being so socially isolated so you say something stupid and they laugh at you even more, causing a lifelong habit of ‘keeping your fucking stupid mouth shut’

-developing unhealthy friendships with people you’re incompatible with because your friend choices are so limited

-growing up with a mix of ‘amazing loyal friends’ and ‘abusive fucker friends’ and feeling equally dependent on both because they were all you had

-nice kids being bullied just for hanging out with you causing you to grow up feeling insanely guilty about it because they’re miserable and it’s ‘all your fault’

-that one game where everyone in your grade tries to ask you out with a straight face and they always end up laughing.

(Source: ajamieahhhhh1234)

pikpie:

thunderupton:

I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

bpd–ghostie:

any post about a “group chat” just reminds me of how it feels like everybody in the world already has their little group of friends and i’m just kinda constantly floating in and out of people’s outer circles, so even if they consider me their friend they’d be just fine without me since they have so many people they like more than me