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  • Someone:

    why aren't you driving yet?

  • Me:

    Idrk haha :)

  • Me, internally:

    driving is a huge responsibility and power and I'm afraid that my anxiety will cause me to panic when I get confused while on the road and possibly hurt someone and that's not a stress I'm mentally prepared to deal with right now or possibly ever

spillywolf:

If I’m being “loud” it means:

-I’m comfortable around you, because otherwise I’m quiet and speak softly

-I don’t even realize I’m being “loud”

-I’m happy/excited enough to be energetic and lively

I’m sorry if it annoys you but telling me to be quiet is a very quick way to make me feel rejected and push me away.

  • someone:

    i love you

  • me internally:

    prove it prove it prove it prove it prove it prove it

  • also me internally:

    please dont love me i dont want to hurt you this is terrifying please dont love me

  • yet also me internally:

    good, everyone should love me. get on your fucking knees and worship the fucking ground i walk on.

  • somehow also me internally:

    THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME!!!!!

  • me externally:

    aww i love you too!!

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